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Fast Forward 9 Months later....
Well.... Its been 9 Months since I made the big move back to my hometown in South Texas. I wasn't looking forward to it, considering the fact that I was living in Austin, Tx! But as a parent you have to do what is best for your children and put your selfish thoughts behind your childrens' benefit. So I did just that. I sucked up my pride, I told my parents what had been going on with my abusive alcoholic baby daddy and how my son was being effected by it and without even blinking, breathing or giving it a second thought.... They said "Come home". To this day, this builds a knot in my throat because I knew all along what was going on, I knew all along that all I had to do is pick up that phone and tell them. I was just so ashamed that my perfect little family (in my dreams since I was a child) had turned out to be something else. It was a broken family... I grew up in a good environment, as RiDiCULOUSLY STRiCT as my mom was!!! My parents are still together and I admire that about them... from everything that has happened in their lives, they stuck together and fixed their problems TOGETHER. Here I was with this man that didn't want to quit drinking, I was trying to help him but the more that I helped him the more he pushed me away. I hear that is a typical reaction with alcoholics though. So!!! Now that you know a little bit more about my past and how hard its been to stay focused on myself and my business I want to tell you that THAT RiGHT THERE that you wrote is what has molded me to be the STRONG MOM BOSS that I am today. I've been through some pretty rough times and I believe that the "bad things" that happen to us is what builds our character. That's why I like to tell people to NEVER EVER regret the past because that is what makes the present YOU and helps you understand the FUTURE you.
So 9 Months ago I came back home broken hearted and my family was there for me. Thanks to their love and support I have been able to work on MYSELF, my son, and my career and I am now on the verge of hitting that next rank in my career. I realized that the reason why I wasn't advancing in my business was because I was not genuinely concerned about other people's goals. I was more concerned in reaching MiNE. But how will I reach MY GOALS if I don't help other people reach THEiR Goals first?? So I worked on myself and loved myself and understood what I did to pick myself up and then applied those feelings, wishes, desires, and goals with Other people and wha-lah! Success isn't about money, its about feeling good with what you are here on this Earth to do!
This picture below doesn't have too much difference on the outside because really, I was already skinny... I have just toned up and I'm looking better because I'm feeling more confident inside and out. So here's to 9 months of soul searching!!! Also, is it just me or did my face look chubbier??
Now I'm looking for someone that can relate and someone that wants a change. If you're not happy where you are right now; job, career, house, position, weight, health, location, school, grades, goals... Come to me and let's get started on the NEW YOU. I'm looking for my next group of Rock Stars!
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